Awkward happy day

August 2009, 1st. morning.

a night before,
they still waited awkward happy day, i said that cause i didn't want to remember that day.
"i hope, there isn't 1st aug at calendar"
they asked me again and again for knowing when the result of the test would be informed,, i just sat and watched while listening that conversation.
"argh! why they ask me about that, stop and wait"
i knew, they would me to enter that and it was the end way to enter. i had gotten many mistaken when i appreciated that test, and i took a conclusion, i wouldn't be accepted.

about 10PM..
it needed a short time to close my eyes. i didn't know why it happened, infect my parents were hard to close their eyes.
"it is caused they isn't patient to wait tomorrow"
when i was dreaming, it was so awkward, i didn't remember it clearly, but one, i was accepted at univ. at my dreaming, i was happy but not look so happy, like there is pain at my face. what will happen with my dreaming? what's the meaning?

August 2009, 1, the fucking happy day.
after praying, my mother ordered me to open internet, yea you know, to open that something make this day so awkward happy day.
"oug, there is so hard to open using phone, wait mom, i try opening it by SMART, it just applied"
second by second it was so hard, hopeless, and afraid. but my mom looked so interesting to wait. untill my phone was ringing.
"mm my aunt calls me, firm, she will ask me about the result"
i ignored it and tried to open it again. when i saw FB by my phone, there were many people proud of their success.
"could i be them?"
yea, now my aunt called my mom's phone. she asked me about my test number. so i ordered my mom to type and reply it. and a minutes later, she confirmed me that i was accepted. i still didn't follow her information, so i tried again opening the real site. and what did i get? i was accepted, wow it's amazing. i didn't know where i was accepted. the code showed so strange. and i optimized that sorted to ITS, but...

i looked the guiding book, and.... it pointed to UNPAD, faculty of dentistry. wow amazing and awkward, it was certainly given for my mom and dad by God...

now i just wanna say thanks to Allah, my family, and friend. it is caused your praying for me. thanks.